Have you ever thought about if things happen for a reason?
like, everything you're going through now... was ment to happen!?
sometimes... I wish i didn't believe it...
Sometimes.. I wish I cold just run away and go back to how everything was before...

As I sit infront of this internet screen... it beckons to me like somethings missing..
and there is..
I just wished a could find tht missing piece of my jigsaw..
sometimes... I wonder if the reason things happen for is that piece of jigsaw...
when something you miss is taken away... does that jigsaw piece go with it...
and you have to shape a new piece from paper.. just to fill the gap?
or..
does that piece never dissappear...
it just stays hidden away under your couch until you have the sense to look for it..

sometimes...
just sometimes...
I wish i knew the answer..